Tommorrow.Is.The.Day.
Billy is coming here (I'm not going over to him anymore. It's a very long story, which I'm not in the mood to go into). But he is coming here. I will get to see him. He will get to see me. No more waiting. NO more imagin ing. It's all about to get real.
He's been buzzing about my head for months and months... driving me insane... unknowingly pumping the blood through my veins...
I'm not going to lie though; I am scared shitless. But it's a good scared.