Now, had I made an entry about 4 hours ago, then that would have been the case once again - but I didn't.

I've been feeling pretty bad these last couple of days. My hormones have been wreaking havoc within every corner of my whispy existence, and it's getting beyond a joke now. I have been taking some herbal pills to control the very low days before my period, but they don't seem to be helping much at all. I could deal wiith it if it was just me feeling a bit grumpy for 48 hours, but the problem is that I say things to people that I really regret afterwards. My emotions are on extra-extra-sensitive, meaning that one tiny action can upset me for hours. But it's so difficult to explain to people. I mean, if I say, "Sorry if I bite your head off - I have really bad PMT" - then people are going to think that I'm making excuses or that I'm a complete psycho-bitch. Although, maybe I am...

Anyway... what I was trying to say (trying, though failing) was that I actually feel better now. (Although, after typing all that I feel a bit crappy again. Oh what confusion)

But I had a long shower, shaved my legs, had a milkshake, looked at some pretty paintings, read some fairy stories and now I feel a little better.

I just need someone real to talk to sometimes. Someone who could read this twisted entry and actually understand what the fuck I am trying to get across.