Stephan and Jamie stayed last night and we had spaghetti bolognase and watched Wizard Of Oz on DVD and it was all fun and glittery.

Today is Sunday, so I am officially doing 'bugger all', something which I am rather accustomed to on Sundays anyway.

We went to Aberystwyth on Wednesday. 'Twas fun. I went in the sea (it was gorgeous and warm) and had a rather 'fuzzy' moment whilst sitting on some rocks and staring out into the sea. I thought about the things that had been buzzing about my head and driving me insane for the past few days. And I realised that they didn't really matter.

I felt good and I can barely describe why.

Then when I got home, all the problems that I'd had had 'cleared up' (I'm still reluctant to go into details on it. Thinking about it more makes me go backwards, thus reversing my progress. So I'll keep quiet on that front). I think my problems are very much to do with finding some sort of self-worth. That sounds incredibly cheesy. Once I'm calm on the inside every around me settles too.