Though I have not the energy to explain, I am going to move away from all that stressful, twisted mess.
Confused? Try being me.
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Sometimes, do you feel so overloaded by everything that you just cry non-stop for hours until you can't even remember what had upset you in the first place and then you feel empty and wasted and invisible and all you need is a hug from somebody who understands the mess that even you can't begin to comprehend?
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I take a deep breath and I'm still as confused as I was before.