I really need to stop neglecting this place.

(And I need to stop apologising when I do neglect it)

Arg.

Last week I made myself very proud indeed. I bought a short black ra-ra skirt, a purple floaty top, a black netted thing and a new nose-stud all for £10. I was a chuffed wee'un, I can tell you now.

Something extremely embarrassing happenned the other day. *deep breath*

I had made some 'special' pictures for 'somebody' (If you read my diary regularly - yeah, I'm talking to you two sitting at the back and not paying attention - then you'll know who and what I mean).

No, I'm not a cyber-slut or cam-whore or anything like that (so don't send me notes requesting me to rub custard on my nipples whilst singing the theme tune to Happy Days, etc etc), but you know how things get when you really, really like somebody, you're young and you're horny as fuck. But anyway, usually I'd delete them as soon as they're sent on ther merry way, but for one reason or another I happened to have forgotten to have deleted a couple (just a chest - nothing too hardcore, Mr. Hefner) and then - lo and behold - my sister found them.

Arg. Bad.

Luckily, even though she's only 14, she's very understanding and even though she was initially quite shocked, she's fine ith it. It even prompted a good honest discussion about sex, etc between the two of us.

But still - how embarrassing!