I only have one more exam left now! How scary. Just History on Wednesday morning and then all this is over.

It's strange. The teachers made such a big deal out of them and told us to revise six weeks before, blah blah blah - but I have barely revised at all and have found almost all the exams to be fairly straight-forward.

So that's one less stress in my life.

It's sunny again outside. All this decent weather is making me suspicious (although it does give me hayfever - I am rubbing my sore little eyes as I type)

Oh God. I'm talking about the weather. Has it really reached this stage?

I used to have a million and one things to type about here, but lately I just can't seem to think of anything.

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Very, very long story (that I can't really be bothered to go into with much detail), but mom is now with Dave (soldier) and has completely finished with Chris.

I was upset and angry at first, but now I'm (honestly) really fine about it. He's buying her an engagement ring next week when he comes back from Germany again too. (That's three marriage proposals my mother has received in as many months - what is it she uses to make all these men fall in love with her? And can I borrow some of it?). But it makes my mom extremely happy, so in turn that makes me happy.

Happy.

How odd.

I don't remember feeling this happy for so long. I'm content with life. Obviously a lot of things could be better, but they could also be much, much worse. I feel comfortable.

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I dyed my hair red the other day. It was supposed to come out very bright red indeed, but is actually more of an auburn/brown colour. It's nice though - subtle but nice.

I want it even 'redder' though. I'm aiming for Melissa Auf Der Maur hair. I have the style sorted, so I just need her beautiful red shade perfected.

I bought a schnazzing hat from another charity shop a couple of days ago. £1.50 - what a bargain. I'm really becoming addicted to charity shops lately. Within these past few weeks I've bought so many skirts and dresses, altogether for probably under £10. I'm fed up of saving for ages for one item of clothing. It's much more fun to find random items and be creative and mix them around a bit.

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This entry has a very desperate tone to it. If I'm completely honest, I'm deliberately sticking around on the computer for a little while because I'm waiting for a certain email.