No matter how much I want to read the email that I have just recieved, I will restrain myself sand FORCE myself to write up an entry here instead.

(NB: That's not going to happen.)

I'm not going to talk about him now... I can't let him overtake my mind because, quite frankly, that't can't be right/healthy.

I don't have much left exams-wise. I think there's around 8 or so still to do. I'm getting through them so much better than I ever imagined I would. I'm not sure if this is because of other things on my mind or what - but it's most definitely a good thing.

Oh.

When I subtract 'him' from what I want to say, it seems as if I am left with nothing. This can't be good.

Bleurgh.