i blame time
8:24 pm // April 19, 2003


Oh god. This is how sad and pathetic I am - I just typed 'nostalgia' in to Google's search box.

Oh dear.

The strange thing is that I'm most nostalgic about eras that I wasn't even there for. For example, I'll find my mind wandering back to the '70s and I'll think 'Oh, they were the days', but I wasn't even born until bloody 1986!

Maybe I'm recalling past-lives or something. Okay, that sounds completely stupid.... but still. I feel strangely familiar with certain points in history. But maybe that's just my little way of escaping. If it tell myself that the *insert random decade here* were better, then I can excuse my own pathetic waste of a life. I can tell myself that it's not my fault that I'm bored and lonely and utterly fucked up, but that it's damn time's fault for choosing to put me in this god-awful era.

A poor excuse, I know.



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